Twisted in lifelong ivy, that stretches from the golden womb, hiranyagarbha, beyond the indras of the indras, beyond the marching ants, i stood there, looking at the old man, looking at the young boy, knowing that both are one.Hari and Hara.

twisted in long words , from serendipity to polysyllabic jargon , seeking wordless 

yet in munching in the worded , i fumble upon you , the long eyelashes and the dreamy stare , silence and yet a long string of thoughts attached in space 

i fumble into you the quick witted , quick spirit winged sandal cherub

i mumble along with you , the dainty , poised , yet clumsy Japanese riddle  

i dance with  you the crazy jaw hanging dance around a circle wordless  beat of a drum , a eastern European flare .

i keep meeting the  unreachable, unquenchable , insatiable one ….

then i realize that firaq means seperated and seeking at the same time,

then i realize ishq does not mean love but union ,

then i realize that ishq da malang means the wild one seeking union ,

can the separated  seeker ever find union!

only the helpless hanging jaw and the rolling eyes know the answer in a dream forgotten but slightly known…..